macs!

i just read my fren's blog, and it pains me to know wat she's been thru.. we were in jc when she broke up w her boyfriend, and she told me bout it then..on e surface she seemed fine, like it didnt affect her tt much.. but aft i read her previous blog entries, i got a shock! it hit her so badly and i failed to notice it.. she was going thru depression and feeling so lonely and unloved, and she didnt tell anyone.. and i knew her as a cheerful extroverted and likeable gal who makes frenz easily.. and i told her she is so xing fu (blessed) to have so many frenz, and tt i really envy her.. i thot lonely and unloved are e last problems she would have.. neva did i know tt she had her own problems, and tt she has a lot of wounds in her heart.. i really cried when i read her blog, and i am crying as i typed this entry.. it must have been so tough for her.. am i not a close enough fren for her to confide in? i have decided to keep in closer contact w her, cuz i really cherish her as my fren.. wat i confided in her as my deep problem seemed so small now.. well, i realise tt "jia jia you ben nan nian de jin" is so real.. used to think my problems are e greatest and other pple like got no prob like tt.. i realized it is not tt they don have problems, just how well they hide it.. i neva believed tt pple could hide it so well, but now i do... it is just tt i am bad at hiding mine.. fortunately, my fren had God w her all e time, and she is fine for now with uni activities and new frenz... God is really good.. it is thru such times tt make us seek him more,and i understand wat my fren went thru..really