a sad and happy day..

today was a day of ups and downs.. my nursing skill went not so well, and i had to have a second attempt, which means i get less marks.. well i didnt mind tt i get lower marks, aft all it is just a bit lower.. but i do think tt my skills need some brushing up.. i actually gave e wrong dose, which i realise e mistake myself luckily..tt's really dangerous.. i suppose it is good tt our teachers r stricter this time, it really is for our own good.. e last sem was like ridiculous, when u sure get to pass and get full marks.. so anyway, i was feeling pretty frustrated w myself for my lack of psychomotor skills, and then came e pharmaco test marks.. got a big fat F again.. i am really starting to think something is wrong w me.. issit i neva study hard enough, or my memory is really failing me v fast, like too early for my age?? i lost e motivation to study really, since i cant remember anything anyway.. cap score to reach 3?? i would be happy if it does not drop further..really.

but tonight i felt so much better aft shopping with lw and xy.. it was relaxing, it was enjoyable..i saw many things i like, but i overcome e temptation to buy them=] there's a dress which has a nice unique pink and another pink sweater which is those above e waist kind.. cool! it was nice to see so many things i like, and it was fun cuz of good company.. hee.. we were supposed to study aft sch.. but instead, we ate donuts and drank milo at yih, then we proceeded to orchard where we shop and ate chicken chop from e taiwan eatery.. i don think it is time wasted at all cuz i totally enjoyed it! thanx alot!