feel pretty lousy today=/ i thot i enjoyed working life so far since i don really like going for lectures and tutorials.. until today, e loneliness has built up and set in.. one reason is prob cuz yy and i haven been able to meet up for break for the whole week.. and another is i don feel tt i have frenz in the ward..
everyone is very nice and helpful to me, but they are not really frenz.. my ward pple are quite close, and i think they go out with each other sometimes.. tt just makes the loneliness worse.. i finally understand y pple like sch more.. cuz of the great company of frenz..some more can talk and laugh during lectures and breaktimes..in fact, almost anytime anywhere.. it is quite hard to do tt now.. anyway, either i try harder to make frenz or i concentrate on doing my job well, cuz i cant do both at the same time (i cannot multitask).. and of course doing my job well is the priority rite.. it is working life after all=/ i kind of wish some of them would ask me out so tt we can get to know each other..hai..
everyone is very nice and helpful to me, but they are not really frenz.. my ward pple are quite close, and i think they go out with each other sometimes.. tt just makes the loneliness worse.. i finally understand y pple like sch more.. cuz of the great company of frenz..some more can talk and laugh during lectures and breaktimes..in fact, almost anytime anywhere.. it is quite hard to do tt now.. anyway, either i try harder to make frenz or i concentrate on doing my job well, cuz i cant do both at the same time (i cannot multitask).. and of course doing my job well is the priority rite.. it is working life after all=/ i kind of wish some of them would ask me out so tt we can get to know each other..hai..
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