e process of moulding

once again, i read my cousin's blog and cried. e last time i cried was cuz of my fren's blog. i am touched by how strong they are when faced with problems in their life.. i feel really weak, both physically and mentally.. it is not so much of wat's happening around me, cuz i think my life at e moment is really not bad at all, thanx to my nursing frenz.. it is more of wat is happening inside of me.. i feel like a bad person sometimes, or lousy, watever u call it.. maybe i have high expectations of myself? i believe God is working inside me, to make me a better person.. i desire to be a better person too, however sometimes i feel so frustrated i want to give up.. i wish God will appear to me and tell me how to live my life, but He will neva do tt cuz it's e process tt moulds us.. God's work in us is like wearing braces..
1) u might have to extract a few teeth [sacrifice]
2) e process can be really uncomfortable [moulding our character]
3) BUT, u are rewarded w a lifetime of beautiful teeth