no longer e same me..

as a 19-yr old gal, i feel tt i have grown and changed alot in e last 3 yrs, esp e past yr.. pple say i am dan chun.. well.. i neva totally agreed before, but i can feel myself getting more and more not dan chun.. of course i know tt e world is not so perfect and beautiful, but i believe tt somehow i get to meet e good pple.. and i think my intuition helps me discern between pple--it's not really wat bout they do, but bout who they r.. saying this, i just want to say tt i believe everyone is born w a conscience, in other words, pple r generally born good, despite of wat they do.. like my dg's leader said, there is a reason to why a person behaves e way he/she does.. anyway, coming back to e point, i was quite shocked at how wary i am of marketing pple now.. issit good or bad tt i am more conscious now? seriously, i would rather stay in e world where i feel i can trust everyone.. i guess it is not easy to go back in time aft being exposed to undesirable experiences, but i still choose to give pple e benefit of doubt.. well while not all strangers can be trusted, at least i trust my frens' characters and my own judgement..and i trust God.. i just pray tt my impression of e world wont go down anymore.. and i am thankful tt e closest pple ard me--my close frens, my other frens, my lecturers, generally my environment allow me to feel tt e world is still beautiful!! luckily i didnt go to accountancy, i dont think i can withstand e business world, really..