stupid bro

this is a horrible day=[ i got scolded by this really evil patient in e isolation room.. she was quite ok until i didnt understand wat she wanted.. she prob had a difficulty talking, so she pointed at stuff.. when i tried to confirm with her whether wat she wanted is correct, she neva even shake or nod her head lor.. and all of a sudden, she flew into a rage and started scolding me stupid in a undescribably RUDE and MEAN way! she was practically spitting out her words! i was quite pissed off and i said sternly,"wat is it u want?" when i finally understood and did wat she wanted, i apologised and said, 'sorry ah i didnt understand just now.." and she continued scolding me stupid lor! so wat if i was quite dense at e moment? it definitely didnt call for such plain rudeness! and i apologised ok! i went to e sink and started tearing.. then when i took e tissue to wipe my tears before leaving e room, she scolded again, "cry cry cry! cry wat cry! stupid!" SUPER rude lor.. i hate her. i absolutely refused to step into her room from then on.. oh ya, and she can say "stupid" and "cry" so clearly cannot verbalise wat she wants issit?!

i attempted to take 4 cases today and it was very messy.. 3 of them are for discharge and i really cant handle it! then i kept mixing up my patients and almost writing e report for e wrong pt.. and i keep feeling tt i neva complete e report cuz we can only do e E of e APIE near e end of shift.. then it is like hanging in e air.. feel so lousy..

then i come home to find tt my mum had tidied my table again.. for how many more times must i tell her not to touch my table?? grr..